Not a lot Here

But work proceeds on the comic. Well at times. I am also trying to expand the old GD portfolio. One of which was making in 20 min an official looking form for my brother to hand out to his students. I had to make a logo and a form based on a government agency in a book I never had to read.

Life's funny.

I still hate drawing backgrounds. But I'm always pushing myself with them. It's nice to draw and be bookended by my cats. Especially so I can keep an eye on China who is doing better. Not awesome because - well hard to be awesome with cancer. But she is doing really good all things considered. I am thinking cancer needs to piss off and leave what I have left alone.

I'm pleased with the comic though. I think if I can color it like how I hope to it will look sharp! Stupid me always wanting things to look a certain way and not the same way all the time. Then I would have it so much better just working all the time to perfect one way of doing things.

Ugh!

Melancholy

I'm thinking of giving up on the whole art thing and just looking for some shitty joe-job.

I feel so unhappy. I feel so sad all the time. I miss my dad... I can't seem to work up the will to work on things no matter how hard I try and... I just think no matter what, no matter how hard I try. I am going to fail. I am just always going to fail. Like running underwater.

I just don't know how long I can keep holding my breath.